"I decided I was going to stay," Chase sort-of agrees. "Get a deal. Maybe not actually die saving my parents. But I thought I'd be better by then." He drops his hands and gives Wen Ning a look that's more open than a lot Wen Ning has gotten in the past, and it's open with worry and the edge of panic. "I don't have any idea how to be a warden. I don't even like most people."